I spent my whole day at home surfing the net. Went out to collect some photos for my cousin's wedding. Took some time to organize some photos that I've developed of my family and I. Was browsing through the folder which I kept for memories sake. It really pours out to me of who I am in the past and what I had become in the present state. I don't know I'm changing to the rebellious state or turning into a better one. As I grow older, I have my own opinion over things and the way I do things. It's different from the past when people tried to tell me what to do and I just follow. There are pictures that makes me laugh, and pictures which makes me upset. Some friends come and go. Most people change in their appearances. Some totally disappeared from my life. But I still miss them. I miss the times in primary school. I don't really enjoy my life in secondary school for certain reasons, but I thank God that I was reach out to and saved by grace. My life in poly is quite an contradicting one. LOLS. But I haven't graduate yet, so I can't conclude whether it would be a good one.

Talking of so much of the past and the present, I feel that I should do something for my future. I read a blog post of my ex primary school friend, who just graduated from JC. He wrote about investing when we are young. We've got something that the 'real' investors doesn't have - time. It was a powerful entry and it really makes me think. (Btw, He is entering into Oxford university. ) I was wondering if I made the right choice to enter into my secondary school, which I later ends up in Poly. I guess the environment does make a difference. I don't even know what I should persue after I got my 'O' levels, perhaps due to the lack of interest in anything, or too many at the same time.

We all have regrets, and this might be one of it - to enter into a wrong school and not developing any interest when young.

Wow...I've got lots to say here. For the first time, I can write out all my thoughts and feelings so fast.

PS: I hope its a good change.

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